HI I'M SARAH

HI I'M SARAH

01_ NORMAL HUMAN THINGS

I HAVE BEEN AN ARTIST ALL OF MY LIFE. IT IS MY FAVORITE TO FIND BEAUTY, ESPECIALLY IN THE PLACES WHERE IT SEEMS TO BE MISSING.

I AM A CAT PERSON. OTHER CAT PEOPLE KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS.

I HAVE SEEN EVERY EPISODE OF RUPAUL’S DRAG RACE AND NOT SO SECRETLY DREAM OF DOING DRAG. I HAVE NAMED MY PARTNER “BOB E. VANS” AFTER HIS AFFINITY FOR BOB EVANS BREAKFAST. TELL ME THAT “BOB E VANS DRAG BRUNCH” ONLY SERVED ON SUNDAYS DOESN’T SOUND AMAZING.

I DO NOT HAVE HUMAN CHILDREN AND IN FACT HAD A COMPLETE HYSTERECTOMY LESS THAN A YEAR AGO. I AM IN RELATIONSHIP WITH THE BOTTOMLESS GRIEF THIS HAS STIRRED IN ME DURING A YEAR WHEN MOTHERS AROUND THE WORLD EXPERIENCING GENOCIDE ARE INCREASINGLY CHILDLESS AND NOT BY CHOICE.

I AM IN RELATIONSHIP WITH THE UNSEEN (GOD, ANGELS, UNIVERSE) DAILY THROUGH WRITING, DRAWING, AND INTENTIONAL INTUITIVE CONVERSATION. SOME OF MY FAVORITE CONVERSATIONS WITH GOD OCCUR WHILE DRIVING. BEFORE A SONG COMES ON I ASK A QUESTION AND LISTEN TO THE ANSWER IN WHATEVER PLAYS.

I AM LIVING ON LAND OF SHAWNEE, DELAWARE (LENNI LENAPE), POTAWATOMI, MIAMI, WYANDOT, SENECA, CHIPPEWA, OTTAWA AND THE WAPAKONETA—- ALSO THE NAME OF THE TOWN I GREW UP IN.

I HAVE CURRENTLY BEEN PRACTICING “SCRYING” WHICH IS A CHANNELED DRAWING METHOD DAILY. RIGHT NOW AN UNENDING PARADE OF MERMAIDS HAVE MADE THEIR WAY INTO MY CREATIONS. I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT THIS MEANS BUT I’M HAVING FUN FINDING OUT.

EVEN THOUGH I AM BOTH A REGISTERED ART THERAPIST AND LICENSED PROFESSIONAL CLINICAL COUNSELOR- THE WORK HERE IS NOT THERAPY. I’M NOT INTERESTED IN DIAGNOSING PEOPLE WITH MENTAL “ILLNESS” THAT IS ACTUALLY A NORMAL LIVED RESPONSE TO LATE STAGE CAPITALISM, COLONIALISM, GENOCIDE, AND ECOCIDE. I DO NOT ACCEPT INSURANCE AND DO NOT CREATE TREATMENT PLANS. I BELIEVE WESTERN THERAPY AND MEDICATION HAS ITS PLACE, BUT IT IS NOT HERE.

02_ ENERGETIC THINGS

MY ENERGY SHOWS UP AS A 4/6 SPLENIC MANIFESTOR.

IT’S TAKEN ME YEARS OF EXPERIMENTING (ALMOST 5) WITH THE INFORMATION TO EMBRACE THAT MY ENERGY IS GOING TO HAVE AN IMPACT WHETHER I WANT IT TO OR NOT.

BEING A “MANIFESTOR” ENERGY TYPE DOESN’T MEAN THAT I’M PULLING THINGS OUT OF THIN AIR. IT’S ABOUT HAVING A CLOSED AND INTENSE PRACTICE WITH VOID SPACE IN ORDER TO ALLOW MYSELF TO INFORM THE PEOPLE IN MY LIFE (AND YOU) OF NEW IDEAS AND POTENTIALS. DO I WANT TO “RUN WITH” ALL THE POTENTIALS? NO. THAT’S WHERE YOU COME IN. MAYBE.

I’M ABOUT MY PEOPLE, AND TENDING TO RELATIONSHIPS.

LEARNING I AM A “NON ENERGY TYPE” CHANGED MY LIFE. I STOPPED INSANELY PUSHING MYSELF TO KEEP UP AND OPTED OUT OF HOW MUCH OF LIFE IS “SUPPOSED TO LOOK”. WORKING WITH THIS INFORMATION ALSO SEEMED TO RELATE TO THE MAJOR SURGERY MY BODY HAS ASKED FOR RELATED TO WHERE I HAVE OPEN ENERGY CENTERS. (AKA TAKING IN CONDITIONING FROM OTHERS)

I’VE EMBRACED THAT MY ENERGY IS NOT A MATCH FOR EVERYONE. IF YOU’RE WONDERING… IT MAY NOT BE FOR YOU IF:

-YOU THINK YOU NEED TO FIX YOURSELF

-YOU ARE COMMITTED TO TAKING LIFE SERIOUSLY

-YOU ARE CLOSED TO A RELATIONSHIP WITH THE UNSEEN (GOD, ANGELS, UNIVERSE, LOVE)

-YOU ARE TOO BUSY TO CONTEMPLATE AND MAKE TIME FOR YOURSELF

-YOU DON’T DO HOMEWORK BECAUSE I GIVE IT, AND IT’S NOT JUST FOR FUN.

I SEND EMAILS

I’M CURRENTLY PLAYING WITH THE IDEA OF HOW TO MAKE ART ON THE INTERNET, OUT OF THE INTERNET VIA COLLAGING INTERESTING INTERNET THINGS. I’D LOVE TO SHARE WITH YOU OCCASIONALLY IF YOU’RE INTERESTED. BY OCCASIONALLY I MEAN ONCE A MONTH IF THAT. JUST MY EMAIL TO YOUR EMAIL. JUST HEY THINKING OF YOU.